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Tom - give yourself a break - the human spirit is only capable of ‘strength’ for a finite period of time. Emotions cannot be suppressed indefinitely - if you need to cry, find a quiet place to do it away from those you want to protect - likewise find ways to express anger....
I actually had a similar episode where I did vent, I forget if I even mentioned it before. Going to try and put this to the back of my mind to focus on the important stuff .. but try and make sure they repair the hole!
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I feel genuinely humbled, and although my best wishes are of little practical use I'm sending them anyway, and would like to say thank you for being who you are.
I'm so sorry, like most on here I feel a bit useless reading this thread when all I can offer is words that do nothing. I think you're being genuinely amazing through this and doing everything you can for the woman you love.
I wish there was something someone could do for you both
EDIT: I read this blog a while back but reading it over again, I can see a lot of the signs. Bit of a me-mail and also so I don't forget the link. Lots of things I can do to "prepare:"
https://community.macmillan.org.uk/cancer_types/liver-secondary-cancer/f/94/t/22548
The steroids, the bloated face and legs (and more, in Sheena's case), the syringe driver medicine, oramorph, the anti-sickness tablets, the severe tiredness and jaundice... it's like reading what's happening here. Have to say usually we are very blunt and open with each other so I would usually relay things like this to her but not any more. I'm keep this one to myself - nothing but sweet stories for her now..
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https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/son-died-of-cancer-goodnight-our-hero
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But then I am always reminded of the amazing courage that my Mum showed when she had to travel this journey. And also of the support this gang of reprobates afforded me back then. And that does allow me to smile in reflection.
My heart absolutely fucking breaks for you Tigger, day by day dude, day by day.
Eyes a bit more yellow, legs very swollen. Got out in the wheelchair this morning, I bought some of the "prep items" from the list, got her a nice ice cream cone, and then got a few "build a bears" with personalised messages for me and the girls for after. Just going to cut the grass while she sleeps and if she feels up to it later, maybe get to the cinema. Want to do Chinese lanterns with her but keep missing the chance. Tried to write a poem this morning but it wasn't happening.
Right, grass-cutting time!
--> brand new lawnmower seems to have died. Aaaassrrgghhh
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tough to read. I had a thread in a car forum I was in that mirrors this when my wife was dying
You're doing better than I did mate
Its all about the patient now
much love to you all
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I've a friend died a few days ago and the funeral last Monday - My neighbour lost his wife a few weeks ago and barely 50 - His dog died today - His eldest daughter is at Uni and his youngest daughter will be at Uni this time next year - So he's gone from a house that was full, to soon that will be just him - Feel so sorry for the guy and he is a genuine nice guy
I keep looking at this blog and it just reminds me how helpless we all are at times - You are in my thoughts
Goes to show.. splash that bit of cash, don't wait until a retirement you might never see to do those things you always wanted to. Work/other "pressures" will never be the same compared to this. Talk about perspective.
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