I've been in a fairly niche engineering job for the last 15 years and it has been comfortable but a bit dull. I've now got an opportunity to retrain into a management position and I've got until next week to make up my mind if I want to go for it or not.
Other than feeling a bit scared and nervous about making a leap into an area I've not done before (I'm your typical headphones on in front of a PC all day software engineer), the one thing I'm concerned about is the amount of extra work I'll have to do. This year I had to CUT my hours simply to be able to manage to look after my 2 daughters (10 & 4).
It sort of feels like I have to go for it otherwise I might not get another chance (in my current company) but am very worried that it's going to totally screw up my family life.
Any wisdom or advice?
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Screwing up your family life: that's not good. That's really not good. And it's not worth it IMO unless you can say, "it's only for such and such a period of time" and everyone's okay with that. But it's also worth digging into what "screwing up family life" specifically means. Is it gonna be so terrible?
So a career change can be good but this one may be unsuitable. Find one which fits you and your family better.
To complicate things further, the big contract that is keeping a lot of people employed is going to come to an end in the next 18 month s or so. Unless another big contract gets won soon, there's going to be a pretty substantial man loading drop off. And that not good when you're a niche engineer....
What if you didn't apply for the management training, and ended up facing redundancy - would it be a potential push into something else that make give you more fulfilment?
Or if management sounds appealing (as well as scary), would paid childcare be an option, even if temporarily?
What is really important to you? Management experience is something you could take elsewhere too in the future.
I'm just throwing in a few questions in case you haven't thought of them, maybe playing devil's advocate a bit, but with the intention of (hopefully) being helpful!
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Be careful. Do you think you could be a better manager than the ones around you now? If so, maybe you've got the drive to enjoy the change and the challenge. You'll still have the issues regarding home life, but you'll probably rise to that challenge too. If not, then don't do it. Moving back to being a techie after a year or two as a proper hands off manager can be difficult to achieve, because a decent professional man manager - even in a technical environment - is no longer a technician.
(Background - I spent 25 years in the software products business, initially as a technical specialist and then into management for most of that time).
I'm your typical headphones on in front of a PC all day software engineer
So what do you want out of a managerial position? More money? Responsibility (believe me, that isn't all its cracked up to be)? An office of your own? Being called sir? Status? Being able to "manager" as a job title?
You need to ask yourself *why* you want to make the leap before you can answer it for yourself.
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My overriding motivation is simply to move on and try something new. I see people around me that have been in the same job for 40+ years and I think if I don't have a go at different things now then I'll regret not having tried in the future.
Its just a bit scarey and there are the usual little demons in my head saying "you won't cope" "your not capable" etc etc. However I know that I felt the same way last year when I was asked to join my first proper band, and that worked out great, so who knows...
intertestingly as I read through this thread I'm starting to feel defensive over being questioned about thinking about making this leap, which is starting to make me think that I should go for it despite the obvious hurdles.
its funny how how our minds work....
I wouldn't worry about yourself, you sound like you want the jump and that you'll put maximum effort in